a step closer to being independent

i reckon there are many hindrance that stop me from accomplishing what i wanted to do. but someway or rather i believe i cannot fulfill them cos i am not independent.

true, i have been staying away from family since i was 13 but along the way, i was pampered by people around me. my bro will make sure he sends me to and fro bus station which at another station, ayah already waiting/sending me off. being too pampered is not healthy. i just don't know how i ended up this way but i know i have to change.

so i shall start soon i hope. as soon as i get my c.a.r k.e.y! YAY!! (Noor, if you read this, i really hope i could drive by myself to Seremban should hubby couldn't make it. So dear, wish me luck ok?)